Date: Wednesday, April 8, 2009 Time: 1:08 AM MOM__Sher.
Had a fight with mom last night. She got me offended & I started crying. =S Whatever she said; I'll keep it to my heart. Never forget. Cross my heart* Whatever she said; Makes me feel like not living in the house anymore. I had it plan to runaway yesterday; But i didn't. I told myself not to do so. Maybe if she gets too over; I'll actually do it. Having what she scolded me yesterday; Thanks much. I had really woke up from my own; ''Imaginary world''. It signal me to study harder; And to proof to my mom i could do it. && I did plan everything. I would save up my money from now on; For my future education; I shall not use HER money. Even if i hadn't enough money to study; I will not USE her money. That's hat i promise myself of doing. Wouldn't even know if i could make it through; But i try to look at the bright side. Days passed like never before. I really want to stop moving on. But i couldn't bare too. I wanted you to know; I wasn't being harsh on you. But it seems like i don't have any chance to do so; I'll just keep my mouth shut. SHUT. She even said i'm going out too much. So i'll maybe just stop going out. I think that would help. I mean it when i said i'm not going out. I wouldn't be apologising. Cause i was on the right track. Sher. |