Date: Friday, March 27, 2009 Time: 10:58 PM WHAT A DAY?!__Sher.
I don't know what was i thinking. Friends avoiding me. So i did pretend to be. I'm sorry Ashley. I kinda ignore you yesterday. But it seems like you guys were avoiding me. What about those time when you guys did just leave me like that? What about those time you called me to ask things for you? I'm sorry i did what i've done to you yesterday. I regret for that i apologise. Sorry Ashley? Okay, i got a call from Wei Nian. Guess what? "Permohonan TIDAK DILULUSKAN" Cause their class too much people WOR. She told me to apply again. Cause she could help me to get in. Her dad knew the department people. She call me to think about it. I had a liitle time sitting and thinking. All those memories i had with my friends were just too much. Eventough sometimes we gone through sad stuffs together; But i think we were more than just me going to new school having new friends right? Into new school isn't something really to boast about. I knwo times when i did told you guys i was going to leave. But now it didn't happen. You all might thought that i was lying but i'm not. I could show you guys the letter once i get it from Wei Nian. Why her? Cause yeah, i used her address to apply for the transfer. Cause she's staying nearer. Some friends would ask, if i'm okay. Yeah, i'm just fine. I could deal with it. I have to go through it alone somehow. Maybe i need a little time to settled down; I'm glad i have my friends around. I'm not thinking about it anymore. Being in science; Was really not my thing. Having to face all those stuffs i hate to; Was somehow a suffer for me. But in a class with friends; Though it might be hard, But it's worth. We used to hide our friend's bag; Then we acted like innocent; Till she finds out; We laugh our heart out. We know we may sounded childish. But this is what we used to do in school. I remembered once when we were in form 1; We used to play ''iceman'' in the school field. The ex form five's & four; Would say us so childish. But we didn't care. We do what we think it's fun. & we enjoyed it. THAT'S WAT WE ARE. So, about changing; I might leave it for some times. I must really sits down and think twice about it; Before i really make the decison again. Maybe i'll move to Maju. Maybe i'll not. Sher. |